The black rubber floor
in Caroline Ehrhardt's home gym is lovingly worn. Every
scuff in her "Shred Shed" is a memory.
When Ehrhardt and her fiance Taylor
Stewart bought their London, Ont., home last year, and
built a gym in their shed, the flooring they laid came
from Ehrhardt's childhood home.
Ehrhardt's dad Klaus had built his athletic
daughter a triple jump pit in their big backyard in
Espanola, Ont., and it's where she'd spend up to three
hours most nights from Grade 8 through Grade 12. He
ordered the 30-metre runway online from the U.S. It
arrived in rolls of rubber, a half-inch thick. He dug
the pit with a Bobcat.
And so when Klaus died suddenly of a
heart attack last summer, two days after Ehrhardt won
her sixth Canadian triple jump title — her seventh
came last month in Ottawa —she pulled up that
old runway to lay as the floor of their gym.
The white takeoff boards he'd painted
— there are a few, as Ehrhardt continued to improve
— are faded from the "thousands and thousands
of jumps I did on it.
"Took some sand too. I would have
taken the whole [pit] if I could," Ehrhardt said.
The 26-year-old will jump at the NACAC
championships this weekend in Toronto to end one of
the toughest seasons of her career. Training has always
been her "happy place," where she'd found
solace first from losing her mom Judy to breast cancer
in elementary school, and then her dad last summer.
But she's been battling severe patellar tendinitis in
one knee. And her dad's no longer here to help see her
through it.
"Not only is [training] the place
where I feel closest to my dad, where I feel like I
can forget about the stress of my life, but when my
injury was at its worst and I thought my season was
done, that is something I thought about all the time,
I was like 'Oh my gosh, if I think this is bad ... I
have been through hell, I can get through this no problem.'
"That is I guess the silver lining
of all of this. I don't want to jinx it but I don't
think there's a whole lot life can throw my way that
would truly break my spirit," she said. "Because
I've made it through just about the worst thing anyone
can ever really experience."
Dad joins young
daughter in track
Ehrhardt joined a track club in Sudbury in Grade 5,
three weeks before her mom's death. Since her dad was
making the hour drive to practice three times a week
anyway, he decided to join the club too.
"[My parents] wanted to put me
in something that I could immerse myself in and kind
of stay happy and keep setting goals," Ehrhardt
said. "It was good timing for sure to get involved
with the sport, for both my dad and I."
Klaus's passion for running saw him
run three Boston Marathons, and so his death at age
68 was a shock. He died barely a week before Ehrhardt
and Stewart left for the Ivory Coast for the Francophone
Games.
"I knew it was something I still
had to do for him, he had always been such a supporter
throughout my career, he would feel crushed if he knew
somehow he technically prevented me from having that
national team experience," Ehrhardt said. "I
knew that I still wanted to go. I just wasn't exactly
sure how I was going to go. It was hard to even get
out of bed in the morning let alone train or feel motivated
enough to be competitive on the world stage."
Ehrhardt competed on what would have
been her dad's 69th birthday. Four of her jumps were
personal bests, each jump consecutively farther than
the one before. She won gold with a jump of 13.83 metres.
If it hadn't been wind-aided — any tail wind that's
two metres per second or stronger can't count for national
records or standards — it would have been a huge
personal best. It also put her close to the Canadian
record of 13.99.
Emotional atop
podiums
A heartbreaking photo captured Ehrhardt on the medal
podium, eyes looking up, her face twisted in pain.
"That was an incredible experience
and it was hard. It's such a spectrum of emotions,"
she said. "I was so ecstatic to have jumped nearly
14 metres. But at the same time, there's that disclaimer
in the back of your head of 'Oh yeah, this is my reality
now. I don't have any parents,"' she said. "That's
something I've had to work through this past year is
learning to have those happy excited moments, to not
having that little reminder in the back of my head all
the time.
"It's definitely been a transition
year of kind of accepting everything how it is now."
Last week, Ehrhardt matched her best
jump of 13.83, although it was slightly wind-aided again.
Vickie Croley, who splits Ehrhardt's coaching duties
with Frank Erle, said practices indicate a jump near
the Canadian record — Tabia Charles set the mark
in 2010 — is within reach.
"I believe she is very capable
of jumping over 14 metres," Croley said.
Olympics the next hurdle to
cross
No woman has ever represented Canada at the Olympics
in triple jump.
Ehrhardt would love to be the first.
When she briefly questioned her future in the sport
after graduating from University of Western Ontario,
her dad set her straight.
"I have loved loved loved this
sport for as long as I can remember ... my dad spoke
to the point where there's a limited window of opportunity
to be a world-class athlete. I can go back to school
at any time, I can start a family later.
"If it makes me happy then what's
the harm in continuing? When another year goes by without
funding [she makes a living partly from speaking engagements],
or another year goes by without a major national team,
I love this, and I do believe that if anyone's going
to do it, why can't it be me? And that's just something
I carry with me."
Ehrhardt and Stewart, a decathlete,
are getting married in October. Ehrhardt's older sisters
Jackie and Katie will walk her down the aisle.
The NACAC championships are Aug. 10-12
at University of Toronto's Varsity Stadium. |